watching Gilmore Girls

Next Friday we will get four new Gilmore Girls episodes so I’ve been rewatching the whole series for the last couple of weeks and it strikes me again and again how much the whole Emily-Lorelei-Rory dynamic was/is like Gran-Mom-Me. I started watching Gilmore Girls the minute it was released in Germany which was after season […]

giving up on dating

The title is probably a silly statement coming from me but it’s where I’m at right now. I’ve given up on the whole idea because I can’t bear it. It’s just not for me apparently and I’m pretty happy with this decision right now. Better than I’ve been in a long while, actually. Last year, […]

not being my mom

My parents weren’t happy, I don’t know what happy, loving parents are like because I never experienced that. Sure, I was immensely loved by Mom and Grandma but my parents didn’t set a good example for what a healthy and stable relationship looks like. I understand how it’s not fair to blame everything on my […]